Wednesday, December 5, 2012

My Life So Far....




It’s been a long time since I last wrote my last entry and a lot of things had happened between the periods meaning it’s time for an update. Actually, thanks to a very close friend of mine, I’m actually deciding to update my blog. So thank you for the push. Haha!! 

I’ve started my 1st year degree in Chemical Engineering. Everything is good as all the lectures were of right pace and the lecturers were fairly good except for our Introductory Chemistry course. He was simply… (Describe bad in your own words).I’ve learned many new things and yeah, it was pretty interesting although all we do are calculations. 

Other than that, my Catholic Society in university is flourishing as well. Praise the Lord!! Haha!! Well more members had signed up during this semester and the receptions of the members were pretty positive. It’s a major difference compared to the year before as our weekly gathering didn’t manage to attract that many members back then. On top of that, we will be having an activity that is to climb Broga Hill. Not bad eh? Haha!! Finally there’s some life to this society. Haha!!

On a personal side of my life, things had been every good and I think I’m finally over her. Well it took some time but I’m glad that she will no longer affect my life. However, the memories will always be treasured. My anger management had also improved. Like they say, “Patience is a virtue”. So yeah, I’ve been pretty patient lately. Phew… In short, life has been good. Praise the Lord!!

For the future, I can’t wait to head back to celebrate Christmas with my family!! Christmas is probably the happiest moment of the year..

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Update!!

It has been awhile since my last post and I guess it's time to update. I've busy lately so I kinda neglected my blog. Well everything is going good now I guess. I'm in my final weeks in Foundation in Engineering and exactly a week away from my first paper for the finals. I can't wait for it to end. Really wanna have a break from all this university life for a moment. I’m in serious need to catch up with my life and to clear my mind from everything. My mind has been quite troubled for the past month or so. It keeps popping random unwanted thoughts. Crappy right?! Sigh... Well that's all for this update and I need to get back to my Calculus revision... >.<

Friday, January 6, 2012

Dilemma

It has nearly been 3 years since we know each other and I realised there’s a buzz whenever I thought about her. What could this be? I know I have been close to her for a while now but I guess this is different. It occurred to me for some time already but I’m just too afraid to risk a friendship that is so perfect, as I myself ain’t too sure about my feelings and at the same time not knowing how she feels. Maybe she’s treating me nice all this time is because I’m good friend of hers but not more than that. That’s a huge question that lingers on my mind. This is something I will never find out until I tell her my true feelings first. Part of me would like to take a risk but my sensible part is stopping me as it’s gonna be hard for us to remain together as she will be continuing her studies in Australia. Sigh… I’m in a dilemma now. Nevertheless, I can still be grateful that I managed to ask her to be my prom date. Now how about that? Whee!! I hope I can make the right decision soon enough so that I could end this complication in my mind and heart. One thing for sure, she’s one girl hard girl to find in this world. No one is perfect, but she’s the closest to perfect for me.

*Maybe I’m Friendzoned. Haha!!*

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Downfall

It's been 5 months or so since I enrolled into my university and here's a short summary of what I felt throughout that time. It's the first time I feel so stupid in life (Apart from taking part in the Olympiad Maths). Knowing so little and everything seems so difficult. Sigh. It's so horrible. No matter how hard I tried, I definitely can't understand something. Damn!! I can only hope the future will be easier. Feels like giving up. But I can't let anyone down, not myself too. I know I can do it, but where have all the confidence in me had gone? Lost? I hope I can gain it again.... *storyofabrokenstudent*

P.S. IMO, SPM is just a lie. No matter how good your results may be, it not necessarily help you in the end. It does not apply to everyone though..